Κυριακή, 9 Αυγούστου 2015

Hazy Blissful Ice

Heart surrounded by ice
But with a lava core
Mind weak and unrestrained
But with high awareness still
Everything around me is
But a shadow and memory
Hidden deep within
Grace and intelligence shown
When one would not have thought
Wisdom and perception is all I got
I can do many things
Yet I do nothing
I was raised to obey and observe
But with a mind angry and repressed
To which extent can my apathy overrule
Can it allow me to kill
Could I really take a life
Despite me believing that I have no right
Could I really do such thing
I don’t know
And I fear it
I am stone
Surrounded by ice
With a core of burning fire
That just causes pain and fury
The disorder of my life is part of me
If can’t accept it
You can’t accept me
Stop trying to make me feel the things you do
What you think exposes me
Instead empowers me
The lie I’m telling for your sake
One day shall blow up
Hope you’re ready for that
But you won’t
A part of me just hates you
As just do with all
This poem
Is not only directed towards you though
Moving on to the next
Stop buggering me
As-far-as-you-think my friend
It really is just creeping me out instead
Leave me alone and don’t bother
Or I’ll make you stop
How I wonder
The flow has now just stop
I really am pushing it
If I go further more
And so
I’ll stop
Familiar and blissful silence


Evangelia Glezou (vagg)