Hazy Blissful Ice

Heart surrounded by ice

But with a lava core

Mind weak and unrestrained

But with high awareness still

Everything around me is

But a shadow and memory

Hidden deep within

Grace and intelligence shown

When one would not have thought

Wisdom and perception is all I got

I can do many things

Yet I do nothing

I was raised to obey and observe

But with a mind angry and repressed

To which extent can my apathy overrule

Can it allow me to kill

Could I really take a life

Despite me believing that I have no right

Could I really do such thing

I don’t know

And I fear it

I am stone

Surrounded by ice

With a core of burning fire

That just causes pain and fury

The disorder of my life is part of me

If can’t accept it

You can’t accept me

Stop trying to make me feel the things you do

What you think exposes me

Instead empowers me

The lie I’m telling for your sake

One day shall blow up

Hope you’re ready for that

But you won’t

A part of me just hates you

As just do with all

This poem

Is not only directed towards you though

Moving on to the next

Stop buggering me

As-far-as-you-think my friend

It really is just creeping me out instead

Leave me alone and don’t bother

Or I’ll make you stop

How I wonder

The flow has now just stop

I really am pushing it

If I go further more

And so

I’ll stop

Familiar and blissful silence

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