3AM ~ Midnight Rambles

I looked around

Saw the world

Learned its secrets

Regretted it

Intelligent

But weak

A coward

A

Chicken

That’s what I am

Too aware of everyone else to care about me

I am selfish

Sacrificial even

I’ve been called stupid

Naïve

A runner

Angry and blind

But what others fail to see is

I’m not who I used to be

I’m not angry

I’m just tired

All the things I have felt

All the things that made me who I am

Also made me tired

I can’t change that

I need to rest

For my soul in mortal

And mortals need to rest

Otherwise we’ll be consumed by gluttony of this world

Some call it cruel

But is it?

The world just… is

The world is there

We live on it

It can’t do anything

If anything,

We are the ones hurting it instead

We cruel and dense creatures

Sometimes I question our achievements

Mine too

Which is why I choose to share them with the world

Feel as if I’m doing something right

I have overcome great struggles

Personal torments and punishments

I wonder

Am I really sane?

Or are the people around me just as insane

I don’t know anymore

I’m lost

Still craving that kiss that never happened

The lips I never got to touch

Sad really

Most of the time I think I’m pathetic

But hey

I’m a psychology genius

THAT’S SOMETHING

I sigh just thinking about it

What is intelligence if not exploited?

Evangelia Glezou (vagg)

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