愛のソナタ | Evagelia Glezou

It’s been so long…

I love you…

Still… I love you

…

My love has changed though

Seeing you feels daunting

Feels… potentially hurtful

I fear

Cause now that I love you…

I can’t just be your friend

I’ll always want more

So much more…

I miss you

I want to touch you

To kiss you

To hold you

To hug you and sleep away the night as we did back then

Back then in our summers of happiness

…

We now live in different worlds

And I’m too scared to visit yours

I can’t

The thought alone is menacing

…

I’m so lonely

So lonely I want to cry

I need human contact

I need to hug someone

But when I think about it

I only really want to hold you

Bury my face in your neck and bathe in your scent

But that’s impossible…

I know you

You don’t love me that way

… Nor will you ever

That’s ok

Like any other heartache, I’ll get past it

I’m in too deep now to turn back

If I see you

I know I’ll pretend that nothing’s changed

But it has…

I have…

It’ll make you happy

Maybe it’ll even momentarily make me happy too

…

But not for long

I’ve said my piece

I don’t need an answer

I just need you to see this

Because I know you miss me too

I know you want to see me too

But I just…

I can’t…

And I’m sorry

Evagelia Glezou(vagg)

Songs: Ed Seeran- Afire Love, In too deep- The sweeplings

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