Πέμπτη, 15 Σεπτεμβρίου 2016

愛のソナタ | Evagelia Glezou

It’s been so long…
I love you…
Still… I love you
My love has changed though
Seeing you feels daunting
Feels… potentially hurtful
I fear
Cause now that I love you…
I can’t just be your friend
I’ll always want more
So much more…
I miss you
I want to touch you
To kiss you
To hold you
To hug you and sleep away the night as we did back then
Back then in our summers of happiness
We now live in different worlds
And I’m too scared to visit yours
I can’t
The thought alone is menacing
I’m so lonely
So lonely I want to cry
I need human contact
I need to hug someone
But when I think about it
I only really want to hold you
Bury my face in your neck and bathe in your scent
But that’s impossible…
I know you
You don’t love me that way
… Nor will you ever
That’s ok
Like any other heartache, I’ll get past it
I’m in too deep now to turn back
If I see you
I know I’ll pretend that nothing’s changed
But it has…
I have…
It’ll make you happy
Maybe it’ll even momentarily make me happy too
But not for long
I’ve said my piece
I don’t need an answer
I just need you to see this
Because I know you miss me too
I know you want to see me too
But I just…
I can’t…
And I’m sorry

Evagelia Glezou(vagg)

Songs: Ed Seeran- Afire Love, In too deep- The sweeplings

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