Κυριακή, 3 Απριλίου 2016

A light (A goodbye) - Piece by piece

A light
Bright
Bright and white
Oh so white
It blinds my soul and heals it from all the pain
It shines on all the darkness
And through it all
I feel it tremble
What was I supposed to do?
What’s worse, is that you don’t know what you’re doing
You don’t know, you’re doing what she did
You abandoned me
You didn’t mean to
You just did
Which is why it’s worse
I faded in your mind
Slowly
Stealthily
I became but a whisper you’d only hear in your quitest moments
I’m deeply sorry
For, for you
I would die
Or at least I’d try
If it meant saving you
Because I love you
What kind of love that is…
I don’t know
But I won’t look much into it
For If I realize I love you,
I will die
I will go back to that moment
The one in which she ended things
The one in which she shut the door on me
The one in which I was devastated
In that moment
In which I shed my last tears of sadness
The one before the storm
A storm which may have passed now
A storm I fought to get through with teeth and nails
A storm that left me closed up
A storm that without you
Would still hold my heart captive
I don’t know who I’d be now without you
You saved me
But now I have to let you go
'Cause part of me knows I’ll never see you again
I never will
And it makes me want to cry every time I think about it  
But like then
The tears won’t roll down my cheeks
For I can’t cry
And unlike then
The walls I had
Are mostly down
Which is why it hurts more now than it did before
But I’m still happy
These thoughts
These emotions
Are but a whisper at the back of my head
You stopped trying
And I got tired of being stuck
Of always never letting go
Letting go
As I ought to
So goodbye
If you truly loved me
If you truly knew what you’ve done
You would know it
I don’t want excuses
I still love you
I always will
But I can’t torture myself anymore
I can’t feel pain every time I think about you
If you truly knew what you’ve done
You’d know
You’d know
But you don’t
I sigh at the thought
But this is goodbye
No longer will I be a fool
No longer will I be a masochist
Thank you for everything
Truly
But I can’t do this anymore
Please
No excuses
If you want to save this
Truly
Really fix it
You’ll know what to do
And if you don’t that’s fine
But please
Remember me fondly
Think of me still
Even if once a year
Remember me and smile
My hands tremble as I type
The wind howls and the storm that is my heart
Quiets
Silence
Tranquility
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye Delilah

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