Πέμπτη, 15 Σεπτεμβρίου 2016

愛のソナタ | Evagelia Glezou

It’s been so long…
I love you…
Still… I love you
My love has changed though
Seeing you feels daunting
Feels… potentially hurtful
I fear
Cause now that I love you…
I can’t just be your friend
I’ll always want more
So much more…
I miss you
I want to touch you
To kiss you
To hold you
To hug you and sleep away the night as we did back then
Back then in our summers of happiness
We now live in different worlds
And I’m too scared to visit yours
I can’t
The thought alone is menacing
I’m so lonely
So lonely I want to cry
I need human contact
I need to hug someone
But when I think about it
I only really want to hold you
Bury my face in your neck and bathe in your scent
But that’s impossible…
I know you
You don’t love me that way
… Nor will you ever
That’s ok
Like any other heartache, I’ll get past it
I’m in too deep now to turn back
If I see you
I know I’ll pretend that nothing’s changed
But it has…
I have…
It’ll make you happy
Maybe it’ll even momentarily make me happy too
But not for long
I’ve said my piece
I don’t need an answer
I just need you to see this
Because I know you miss me too
I know you want to see me too
But I just…
I can’t…
And I’m sorry

Evagelia Glezou(vagg)

Songs: Ed Seeran- Afire Love, In too deep- The sweeplings

Παρασκευή, 17 Ιουνίου 2016

Pass on by

I see your pictures on the wall
See your life go on
Go on without me
Does my absence hurt you
Do you even remember my name
Can you look into my eyes and just tell me
Tell me you don’t care about me anymore
Tell me you don’t care to see me
Tell me you’ve forgotten
Just tell me it’s over
Don’t let me hang on
Don’t let me care
Don’t let me care…
Since you don’t
I can’t bear seeing you both move on
Move on so easy
I’m sure it’s been hard for you too
Maybe
But harder on me
For love to me is not a passer-by
When I love
When I take my time to know you
When I take time to care
I at least deserve to know that you don’t
‘cause seeing you so alive…
Seeing you so happy
Is only killing me further
Is only digging the knife deeper
Is only leaving me ever so lonely
Ever so alone
Ever in the dark


Evagelia Glezou (vagg) 

Κυριακή, 3 Απριλίου 2016

A light (A goodbye) - Piece by piece

A light
Bright
Bright and white
Oh so white
It blinds my soul and heals it from all the pain
It shines on all the darkness
And through it all
I feel it tremble
What was I supposed to do?
What’s worse, is that you don’t know what you’re doing
You don’t know, you’re doing what she did
You abandoned me
You didn’t mean to
You just did
Which is why it’s worse
I faded in your mind
Slowly
Stealthily
I became but a whisper you’d only hear in your quitest moments
I’m deeply sorry
For, for you
I would die
Or at least I’d try
If it meant saving you
Because I love you
What kind of love that is…
I don’t know
But I won’t look much into it
For If I realize I love you,
I will die
I will go back to that moment
The one in which she ended things
The one in which she shut the door on me
The one in which I was devastated
In that moment
In which I shed my last tears of sadness
The one before the storm
A storm which may have passed now
A storm I fought to get through with teeth and nails
A storm that left me closed up
A storm that without you
Would still hold my heart captive
I don’t know who I’d be now without you
You saved me
But now I have to let you go
'Cause part of me knows I’ll never see you again
I never will
And it makes me want to cry every time I think about it  
But like then
The tears won’t roll down my cheeks
For I can’t cry
And unlike then
The walls I had
Are mostly down
Which is why it hurts more now than it did before
But I’m still happy
These thoughts
These emotions
Are but a whisper at the back of my head
You stopped trying
And I got tired of being stuck
Of always never letting go
Letting go
As I ought to
So goodbye
If you truly loved me
If you truly knew what you’ve done
You would know it
I don’t want excuses
I still love you
I always will
But I can’t torture myself anymore
I can’t feel pain every time I think about you
If you truly knew what you’ve done
You’d know
You’d know
But you don’t
I sigh at the thought
But this is goodbye
No longer will I be a fool
No longer will I be a masochist
Thank you for everything
Truly
But I can’t do this anymore
Please
No excuses
If you want to save this
Truly
Really fix it
You’ll know what to do
And if you don’t that’s fine
But please
Remember me fondly
Think of me still
Even if once a year
Remember me and smile
My hands tremble as I type
The wind howls and the storm that is my heart
Quiets
Silence
Tranquility
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye Delilah

Ευαγγελία Γλέζου (vagg)

Piece by piece- Kelly Clarkson- Sam Tsui & Kirsten Collins Cover