Τετάρτη, 16 Σεπτεμβρίου 2015

3AM ~ Midnight Rambles

I looked around
Saw the world
Learned its secrets
Regretted it
Intelligent
But weak
A coward
A
Chicken
That’s what I am
Too aware of everyone else to care about me
I am selfish
Sacrificial even
I’ve been called stupid
Naïve
A runner
Angry and blind
But what others fail to see is
I’m not who I used to be
I’m not angry
I’m just tired
All the things I have felt
All the things that made me who I am
Also made me tired
I can’t change that
I need to rest
For my soul in mortal
And mortals need to rest
Otherwise we’ll be consumed by gluttony of this world
Some call it cruel
But is it?
The world just… is
The world is there
We live on it
It can’t do anything
If anything,
We are the ones hurting it instead
We cruel and dense creatures
Sometimes I question our achievements
Mine too
Which is why I choose to share them with the world
Feel as if I’m doing something right
I have overcome great struggles
Personal torments and punishments
I wonder
Am I really sane?
Or are the people around me just as insane
I don’t know anymore
I’m lost
Still craving that kiss that never happened
The lips I never got to touch
Sad really
Most of the time I think I’m pathetic
But hey
I’m a psychology genius
THAT’S SOMETHING
I sigh just thinking about it
What is intelligence if not exploited?


Evangelia Glezou (vagg)